When the reality is not as beautiful dream

That afternoon I walked down Gangga beach to Tanjung. Along the way which I think is just mind blank without content. It is not a new thing I feel like it, usually on Friday nights when I was in Surabaya, I always found time to be silent, see the atmosphere of the city in the Garden hump. Just sit alone without anyone. 

Thoughts began to walk about the journey of my life so far, from problems in the family, my relationship with someone and of course education I live today. All of it mixed up asking the right decisions and fast. But what is the mind only one and had to try to decipher it one by one.Sometimes people see a problem in one side. The problem is like a coin. The problem has many points of view, depending on how one look at it. The problem is like a mirage, sometimes look "wet" from a distance, but "dry" when right in front of us. Not how we look at the problem, but how do we try to receive and react to it. 

As a man of course, we ever dreamed, ever dreamed as President or aspiring to be a doctor, imagine the wonderful life to live, but often the reality is contrary to our dreams. It is not possible we will face in the fact that we never imagined would happen. As a result, disappointed, anxious, moody, pessimistic and looking at something with a negative. 

Then turn my way, I've found the answer. The answer is "ME", I had to make a decision, I live, and I also bear the risk decision. So any decision, good or bad effect you must take responsibility for your decision. I realized I was not a child anymore, it's not a mature age, but how you act, think and make a decision.

 And until now, the reality is not going to beautiful as a dream,            a dream life is necessary, but never living the dream